Category Archives: Job Hunt

The sad tale of looking for a job when you’re over 50, disabled, and haven’t worked in a year.

Job Interview Monday

I have finally landed an interview.  It’s for a help desk job downtown.  I’m not sure if it’s for Chevron or US Computer Corp(USCC).  The ad was for USCC but the guy’s email address had a Chevron domain.  Either way I get to leave the house for a possible job.

I’ve had two interviews since I lost my foot.  I went to those on my knee scooter.  Nobody has shown an interest since I got my prosthetic.  I’ve got some research and tasks to do.

I’m going to re-read the listing,  research USCC and John-Paul Wood, and plan the route to the building.  With this foot I can’t afford to overtire myself by getting lost.

I have to see if a suit leg will fit over lefty.  I’m pretty sure it will but I’ve got to control the things I can.  Friday I will check the weather.  If it’s going to rain I’ll try to re-schedule.  I would do that if I had two good feet.

Blair is leaving teaching.  She got offered a job with Catastrophic Theatre.  I’m obviously jealous or envious(pick the one that makes me look better). I’ve been looking for almost a year and another person with a job gets offered a job.

I realize that I am in NO way qualified for the new job.  But it’s the plight of my generation that we are in the transitional era between where working a long time for one company is a  positive  and  now people are expected to have had multiple jobs by the time they are 50, if some of them were at the same time even better.

Dr. Phil hitting close to home

Dr. Phil started off as a puff piece with Susan Sarandon.  She has a new movie out called Jeff : Who Lives At Home. Jason Segel is her 30-year-old son, Jeff.  Ed Helms is the married son with a job and a house.

The second half was about a 19 year-old that didn’t graduate high school, doesn’t have a driver’s license, and smokes pot and drinks.  Dr. Phil said he would get the kid a life manager and help the guy get a job.

After he did a bio piece on a producer that had been with him for the whole ten years he started this sentence with “if you’ve got a family member that you feel isn’t pulling his weight”.  That’s when I turned the TV off, got off the couch, and went into the bedroom to work on the Linux computer.

I don’t feel I make a equal contribution to the household because I’ve been out of work for almost 2 years.  The first 15 months I didn’t have a left foot.  I did go on a couple of interviews on the knee scooter.  Those did not go well.

All this time my wife has been doing all the household chores and supporting us through freelance editing.  I only bring in unemployment benefits.  I do send out 3 resumes a day to openings that I feel I have chance at getting.

When I’m not watching cable I work on my computer skills on both Windows and Linux.  I try to learn javascript, C#, web scripting, and SQL.

Blog from the Linux side

Yesterday blog came up on the task picker from the Windows side of my newer computer.   Today I’m creating an entry because writing came up on the Linux task picker spreadsheet.

I still have this cough so I’m putting off calling back a lady that was calling about a senior linux admininstrator position.  I definitely will call the woman just to tell the truth that I don’t think I’m good enough for a senior admin position.  At least she will keep me in mind for my honesty.

Writing on the Linux side involves me piling up pillows on the bed and propping the laptop up on my good leg.  I know the proper posture is sitting up but I don’t want to carry the Toshiba back and forth to my home office.

I keep the Toshiba in the bedroom because it makes the morning routine easier.  Wake up; grab the ‘puter; check both mail accounts; read my 10 daily websites, and then apply to 3 jobs that I think I have mild chance at getting.  It’s good to have the machine on the nightstand at bedtime.  I pick a BBC 4extra drama that lasts at least 30 minutes to fall asleep and drown out the wife’s snoring.

Lately my sleepytime dramas have been cut off before I’ve fallen asleep because the wireless signal dies.  One of the cats has taken to sleeping behind the router and the cable modem.  She has to give herself a good bath before sleeping.  Unfortunately a good bath involves getting tangled in easily pulled-out power cords.

 

 

Sick and new phone

My nose is running and I still have this cough.  That’s my pitiful excuse for not calling back about a Senior Linux Administrator job.  I have to be on my game to talk intelligently about regular Linux administration. The only way I qualify for the Senior part is by age.

After a month I like only 2 things about the phone; its basic existence and its cord connects to a PC for data interchange and charging.  I have yet to get used to the user interface to do simple things like get to the missed calls menu.   Another idiosyncrasy is I have to hold down the lock button a lot.  I’ll probably get used to it as I get more calls.

I’ve decided to make bigger blog entries. Cool Site of the Day showed a site last week that talked about writing 750 words(3 pages) a day.  I’m not going for that big but I will go for 250.  Lord know it’s not easy on this particular machine since it’s missing the t key cover.  

I got this machine from my last job.  I keep it because it has a old version of Photoshop on it.  I have Ubuntu on my other laptop and I downloaded GIMP.  I’m terrible at both of them but I’m much better than I was in November of 2008.

I must say I like Pandora,  I’ve picked a Dizzy Gillespie channel and it plays the kind of jazz I enjoy.  You can recognize a beat and a melody but it’s like a late fifties/early sixties detective movie soundtrack.

 

Still mildly sick

I have had a phlegm-producing cough for over a week.  As long as I don’t try to talk it doesn’t bother me.  It kept me from going to SRO Friday to pitch my idea for redoing their website.

My unemployment benefits are coming to a close so I have to think up ways to pick up cash.  I hang out there a lot so maybe I could get some piecemeal work with the bar or the people who did their original site.

Today Lifehacker came up on the Dell task picker.  That’s an easy hour filled with free app news, productivity hints, and cooking tips.

Class types and the birthday

I spent most of my work time exploring VBA class types. All I’ve found on the web is examples that look like they don’t do anything. It’s a lot like the beginning of my Thinking in Java book.

Yesterday my wife and I spent our mutual birthday with the Muppets, my family, and bar patrons. I could have had a better time at all three.

The Muppets movie had really stupid original songs and had a sad understory of past youth. We saw it at the new Sundance theatre downtown. I paid $9 to see a PG movie on my 52nd birthday. I remember paying the same amount in my 20s to see a porn double feature.

The family visit did not get off to a good start. I had forgotten which freeway to get to my brother’s house.
We saw all the improvements he had made and caught up on stuff since my nephew’s wedding. Mainly that I was walking again.

It was all pretty good until my nieces, nephews, and kids started coming in. I didn’t know the kid’s names and barely recognized my nieces and nephews.

Instead of being happy I’m walking again they quizzed me about not being computer certified and jobless. The food was great. They started dinner an hour late so we missed the main trivia game of the night.

We got to the bar where we met and nobody we knew was there. Their internet was flaky so I couldn’t use my iPad. I had to go through 3 game boxes before I found 2 that were good. Nobody we knew came in by 10 so we went home.

I did not find the day satisfying.

php and car progress

Worked on sorting a directory with php. I found a script that I could get to work but it didn’t show all the entries.

I poured some water in the Camry today. A few months ago we stopped driving it because it was overheating on the way home. Now that I’m able to walk funny without a stick I’m increasing my job hunt. That should lead to interviews in which I will want to drive my self.

It didn’t start so I will either have to jump it off the Focus or call AAA to give me a jump.

Resume in Joomla

Joomla is another conent management system I’m trying to learn.
Today I added a section, article, and menu item that points to the PDF version of my resume.
I stopped there because it is so boring and I like to stop at a success point. The next thing is trying to decide to point or rebuild my mult-page resume.
Hostgator is advertising for Linux admins again. I ALMOST applied. Instead I sent an application letter for an IT support job.

Smallville and the Legion

Today I sent out a resume to Kelly Services for a Web developer position.  Web stuff isn’t my favorite but it’s something I can do, unlike running.

Smallville’s episode was ‘Legion’.  Three members of the Legion of Superheroes come back in time to save Clark at Chloe’s wedding.  I recognized Saturn Girl and Lightning Lad right off because of their costumes.  The third guy and leader I couldn’t identify by either his power or costume.  They introduced themselves by their real names so that didn’t help me.  I had to hit Wikipedia to find out he was Cosmic Boy with the power of magnetism.

I used to love the Legion Comic books because you got more superheroes for your quarter or 50 cents.  The plots always had a situation where somebody’s powers didn’t work.  Exactly like almost every Star Trek episode.

About the time I hit puberty Mike Grell started drawing Legion comics.  He changed all the girls costumes to cater to horny thirteen-year-olds.

Saturn Girl went from this (she’s the one in the red)some sort of cheerleader outfit

to this a hot red outfit

Wrote today

Writing came up on the task picker today.  Since I do something that resembles walking I have to get some ducks in a row for the jobhunt.

I wrote a some recollections of my achievements at IRC for a recommendation letter for the CEO or CTO to create.

The next duck is get some long pants that will cover my prosthetic.